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That was possibly one of the most humiliating experiences I've ever been through.

Daphne, I can only imagine how awful yours must've been. I feel like I need to just shower for a year. And the smirking was just the worst. Like they knew I was embarrassed, and liked it.

How are you holding up, Daphs? I'm so glad they're letting us go home tonight.

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alt_pansy

I held up all right for the important things.

They found out about George. They were asking all about Ron, because I told them we broke it off because Draco was jealous of the friendship I had with you both, which is pretty much what happened, and they were asking if I'd done anything sexual with Ron and if I'd cheated on Draco while we were together and it just sort of slipped through because I figured I didn't have to lie at all for that part, and it was safest to just be honest for the parts where I could be, and it just took a second while I was talking about kissing Ron for kiss a Ginger day, because I kissed the twins too, remember? And he just sort of cocked an eyebrow and went, 'Oh, I see, not Ron, but Ron's brother? ...Both of them?' and then I had to explain all about how it was JUST GEORGE, THANKS, and we got together months after Draco and I broke it off and snogged a few times, but anyways. I don't know if Lucius'll read the reports. But there it is.

Honestly, though. 'What were his preferences? What did he do to you? What did you do to him? Did he ever engage in penetrative sexual acts with you? Did he ever become aroused when you were together? Was there any time you offered to engage in a sexual act and he refused? Describe it. In detail.'

Just staring and smirking and UGH. I feel so disgusting.

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alt_pansy

And I was worried I'd lose my occlumency all of a sudden, because the locket might've been the thing that made it better, but it held up all right. So that's something.

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alt_sally_anne

Well it's a good thing you signaled me about the ring when we passed each other. Because I think mine might have slipped, if I hadn't known that was coming.

'Have you ever seen this before?' I told them no. I mean, it's under a notice-me-not. I wouldn't have ever noticed it.

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alt_daphne

I don't know. I feel like I just made things worse.

Did they show you the letter he wrote to her?

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alt_pansy

A letter?

No.

~~What was~~

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alt_daphne

I saw one. I mean, I'm sure it wasn't real. It couldn't have been.

Did you and Draco ever have sex?

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alt_pansy

No. We didn't.

He was so careful. And gentlemanly. Whenever he was too worked up, he'd back off to attempt to regain his composure, and we never took things very far as a result.

I thought

Well, I assumed at the time that we'd be married one day, so I would've been fine with

No.

~~Did~~

Teds was really gunning for him. I didn't see it, so I can't be sure whether it was real or not, but I wouldn't put it past him to fake it. But I just can't say one way or the other, honestly.

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alt_daphne

Oh.

Well, you might as well know that Draco and I were together for...complicated reasons. Not that I told them that!

You might say we were good friends, with mutual interests, and that dating was a very sensible arrangement. I mean, at first. Later on I didn't really like that it was so "sensible."

But we never did anything but snog, and that was usually at parties and things. Sometimes when we were alone he liked to hold hands, or have a bit of a cuddle, but he never initiated more than that. He never talked about marriage or anything of the sort, and I mean, it was clear he could have had sex. That he was able. But we didn't.

Don't worry, the letter was obviously fake. He says that he loves her! That's just...the stuff of fairy-books.

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alt_pansy

It's complicated, isn't it?

I think it's always complicated. For everyone. And sometimes it works, and sometimes it really doesn't.

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alt_sally_anne

Did they ask you if we were lovers? They asked me if we were lovers.

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alt_sally_anne

But mostly I think they were asking me questions to see if I'd give the same answers as you did.

Which of course I did.

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alt_daphne

What? They didn't!

I mean, you're with Ron, and Ron's so very

That is, you're both so clearly in love. You and Ron.

Plus ew, Pansy's a girl!

Not that there's anything wrong with that.

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alt_sally_anne

Well if you believe what you read in the papers Mr Krumgold likes both men and women. There are girls like that too (I'm just not one of them).

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alt_daphne

I'm not daft, I know there are girls like that! Only in theatre it's mostly all men.

And Gerald really only fancies men, he only pretends to fancy girls.