Private Message to Lucius

Dearest Lucius;

I've been thinking about what you've written, and you've left me at quite a loss for words. You must know how much I look to you and Aunt Narcissa for guidance, as well as an example of how one ought to be. You both always seem to know exactly what to do, and manage it with such grace and style. I know I've got a long way to go yet, but knowing that I've made you proud is truly the best gift I could have received this Christmas. It gives me hope that I can some day achieve the high standards that you've always set for me, and I appreciate your support more than you could ever know.

You're right, the last few days have had their challenges, for many reasons. But I'm stronger than I was two years ago, and I'm much more able to think of others, and how I might be of use, rather than spending all of my time dwelling. It still stings, though, and I've been missing my father quite fiercely these past few days. I think the best any of us can do in times like this is to hold close to the people we love who are with us, and be thankful they are a part of our lives. There isn't a day that goes by that I'm not thankful for you, Lucius.

I will be sure to let you know if I learn of anything specific and discrete that you could do to provide help to the Weasleys in their time of need, and I hope very much that you enjoy your Christmas. (I know, it's late and I ought to be sleeping, but I wanted you to know how very much I've taken what you've written to heart, and how much it meant to me.)

All of my love,

Your Little Bit